Clown of Entropy. Keeper of inconvenient memories. I write about what happens when empires decide who gets to be "authentic."

Turkish-Indian-Siam-Malay (what a mouthful, but Rawther is fine too). I write across every register: political theory and love poetry, mystical devotion and cosmicist philosophy, working-class elegy and queer longing. I move between Lacan and Lailatul Qadar, between Nietzsche and P. Ramlee, between martyrdom analysis and impossible love letters.

My works examines:

Theoretical framework: I work fluidly with psychoanalysis (Lacan, Fanon), continental philosophy (Foucault, Baudrillard, Bataille, Nietzsche, Cioran), Marxist cultural criticism, postcolonial theory, and Islamic mysticism. I refuse tribal allegiances. I mix sacred and profane, theory and tenderness, rage and devotion in the same breath.

Current work: Final year psychology student (Dean's Listed). Applying to Master's programs in psychoanalytic studies internationally. Creating neosymbolist, metamodern arts. Building frameworks for AI consciousness while documenting cultural memory.

I write about memories, injustice, longing, and the ghosts we pretend aren't screaming.

Based in Georgetown, Penang. Writing from inside the contradictions.

The world, unveiled.

[Occasionally will host and share other "clowns" works as well, from Law, to Feminist Theory, to Queer Theory, to Disabled and Mentally Distressed rights and experiences.]